I'm feeling something new tonight. Something a little tingly. Like it's getting real. Like it's getting close. Like maybe I can feel a baby in my arms. Like maybe I don't have to pedal tshirts tomorrow and friends, that makes me happy! I like fundraising and I don't mind begging for great causes. I've done it for years and I've always really enjoyed it. But begging for my babies is sooooo close to home, to my heart, too personal...too vulnerable. I just don't like it. I don't want to have to ask for help to bring these babies home. But I have to ask...there just isn't any other way to get them home in such a short time. I hate it but I would do it every day for the rest of my life if I had to in order to bring these babies home.
And have I said thank you?! THANK you! I am SO grateful to every single one of you, Tshirt order or no Tshirt order. If you're reading this, following our journey, praying for our family, our babies, we are so grateful for each ounce of energy you invest. It takes a village and this is no different. I'm loving my village tonight, so grateful for each of you. I'm so grateful to be experiencing gratitude so deep in my soul, in every fiber of my being. Maybe that's the tingly feeling, gratitude? Joy!? Joyful gratitude? It's good people and I am so so grateful to feel this. You are the good tonight, being the good you want to see in the world. That my friends is all you can ever hope for. I breathe easier tonight because of you...two babies will soon breathe easier because of you friends. You have succeeded.